Life is a rollercoaster...
This last week has been such an emotional rollercoaster and I haven't come to the end yet. I never really liked the rollercoaster at Rainbow's End, feeling totally out of control. The only thing you can do is sit down and enjoy the ride so to speak. I prefer the bumper cars, at least you have control of where you are going.
This rollercoaster ride has been the sale of our house and my job. Our house sale has fallen over for the 4th time now. You think it would have all gone through but people just pull out of them. It makes me so angry. I just want some honesty with people. They try to befriend you when they come through the house, but they really screw you around. This last fallen sale the purchaser came back at 1 minute before 5pm yesterday, the absolute last minute with some stupid clause to get out of the deal. I wish they would come back a little bit earlier and be up front. Gone are the days of the hand shake.
Then my job is having a bit of turbulence at moment as well. I don't know where I stand anymore due to some key people resigning which makes my possible job promotions that have been discussed in limbo.
I feel like I am just going through the cork screw, upside down and all the air taken out of me. All I can do is rely on Jesus and that He has it all in control. He is my rock who cannot be shaken, so I will put my feet on that rock.